After a long string of abusive relationships I finally discovered who I was. I spent my whole life looking for somebody to love me when all I had to do was learn how to love myself. I escaped my first abusive relationship when I moved to America from Australia back in 1999. For a very long time I was a perfectly packaged media product – a robotic, mind-controlled Hollywood slave. If you’re not one of them, you aren’t anybody – well thats what they make you believe anyway. My life was sex, lies and Hollywood and it made me sick, literally. I gained over 100lbs over the course of a few years and nearly ended up dying back in 2007. After waking up and realizing that there is a conspiracy going on in the world my whole life changed. What you see is not what not you get. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12 *************************** Follow my weight loss progress at www.hcgfatloss.com For the CHEAPEST HCG supplies with the fastest FREE shipping on the web go to http Buy super potent, highest purity HCG without a prescription at: cheaphcgsupplies.com
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wow. powerful video. Speechless. You articulated your journey so well.
good video, but you really do leave out the addict thing that has you by the proverbial balls. We self loath because we do not know who we are. You are more then this body or your weight or your name or personality. You are part of the Source, God, Universe. We are not these flawed bodies.
Wow, all I can say is wow. You are very brave to post that. Thank you…..
It begins and ends with us doesn’t it – we can bring people into our stories to help make them more dramatic, but we are the constant character in all chapters of our life. How do we find ourselves? It takes courage – you’ve got that – you are a powerful woman, whose stripped away everything so that the only thing visible is YOU!! Time to embrace her for all her wisdom – she did more than survive; she evolved – applause, applause; take your bow – this is your stage; write your new script now.
Great and stunning video. You are so talented in makng videos. Something you should be so proud of. The Vlog was very “moving” and I feel for you and all the pain you have had to go thru. I hope all is much better now. I will send a private email. Cloma
I’m glad you turned your life around with the HCG Diet. I never cared to be around people like you are pictured with as I found them to be so “plastic”. I lived in California and knew some of them, but they just weren’t anyone I’d fit with. I was always a “preppy” who loved school and worked in medicine as a career.
Wow! Wondeful! Powerful! I’m really looking forward to your next video and seeing your PROGRESS in LIFE! You have come a long way babe’.
POWERFUL
I’ve been having trouble watching some vlogs on YT but found a way finally. If anyone else has trouble click on the box above the video that has open in new window.
Love your artistic ability that you put in your vlogs! Sorry you have had bad relationships that have brought you down. I, too, have had some bad relationships and keep reminding myself that I only have what I put up with.
Time to get your life back the way you want it and let go of all that baggage.
@tennis2me Reading Eckhart Toole’s “The Power of NOW” really makes you understand how we aren’t the bodies we are in. I love his book.
koo video like the music, so when you said you got sick and gain weight. What did you get sick with?? what disease or what condition were you afflicted with??
PMDD, Syndrome X, borderline diabetes, depression. I developed blood clots in my lungs from the medication the doctor gave me to *cure* these diseases. Instead of curing me, the medication nearly killed me back in 2007 which led me to start researching the lies behind the medical and food industries. Doctors get paid to kill you and not cure you. Prescription medication is a poison. Google *pharmaceutical industry fraud merck* for starters.
your right about that the pharmecudical companies don’t want to cure you. They want to have you live with the shit as longs as possible to you keep taking the same medication over and over. That’s what makes them money not curing shit.
love this….I feel you really I do…I am having problems receiving my HCG, stuck in customs, and I need to lose this weight….Any suggestions?
loved this….
Ugh, customs. If it’s stuck in customs you’ll have to order some more. I’ve been lucky and have had my HCG pass through customs every time it’s been sent. It’s just a matter of luck.
Hi sandy its che. Great video. You sure looked great before you came to America . Sometimes i’m just temped to move to another country where the food is actually safe to eat.